I hate being like this, but it all came back to me whenever my life is full of disappointment and conflicts.
Why do people always struggle in a relationship like this..
Why can't people put more efforts on loving and caring someone who loves them..
My life has never been so right ever since I met this person...
I don't like the way he does to me (that's what he means for his "love").
I don't get satisfied with what he does to me (it's just never been right... I am now too frustrated to claim anything).
Who'd ever know my feeling..
Too frustrated to say, to repeat, to manage this relationship.. (I am being pathetically passive now just as how he has always been.)
But one thing for sure, I think, I might be falling in love with someone else or I already did.
There is a person I like but failed be frank to his affection toward me.
Luckily, I feel better and happier whenever I think of this someone else.
I miss this person.. and I am greedy enough to make a wish of dreaming us together.
Maybe.. too late to say maybe, too late to say how I wish, but I do want to say,
how I wish we could be together, even it's risky and full of uncertainty.
Anyhow, I'd be definitely far more happier than I am now.
Poor me, only being happy in my dream with that someone else.. :(
